There are many modalities that can contribute to our well-being.
Remember, everything that happens to you supports your growth.
Even if you realize that some teachings or teachers, that you felt attracted to, "feel to be outdated" now, or you think you had higher or different expectations, and even if they let you down, there is always something that you were learning, experiencing while connecting with them.
Never undermine the importance of all of your experiences regardless of their nature.
If Judas had not betrayed his beloved and worshipped master, Jesus could have not fulfilled his mission, notably showing mankind that "death" is only an illusion, and there are more to understand about higher perspectives of existence.
Have a lovely day.